ou leaving DA?

HAVE YOU FOUND      -         YOURSELF STRANDED AND BETRAYED AFTER THE RECENT NEWS? SOMEHOW? I DUNNO, EVERYONE IS JUST DISAPPOINTED RIGHT NOW.
DO YOUR PATHS LEAD YOU TO SOMEPLACE ELSE.
IS THAT SO? WELL UHHHH--
ANOTHER THING IS IF THIS HAPPENS TO HALF OF THE POPULATION IN THIS WORLD THEN I WILL HAVE TO LEAVE AS WELL CUS THEN I'LL REALLY BE DOING ART FOR NOBODY.

WOAH WOAH, I KNOW WHAT YOU THINKING:

B-B-BUT YASULAN YOU'VE BEEN HERE FOR 10 YEARS OR SOMETHING OH NO YOUR REPUTATION WHY̸̵̹̖̤̭͚̜̻̜̘̱͍̭̱̬ͩͨͩ̑̈̄͆ͩ̓ͩ̓ͮͥ̅̀͝͡ ̧͇̗͕̩̫͕̜̙͉͙̟̪̤͖̥͕͍͋ͪ̉͊ͯ̆͗͆͑̓͒̀͘͡A͑̿́̋̉ͥ̌҉̧̫̤͍̯̲͉̤͕͖̖͕̻̝̼̀S̛̜̺͍̙͎̝͇̻̅ͩ̎̈́ͧ͢ͅͅͅͅP̷̶̨̙͚̘̩͔̭̮͋̿ͮͪ͒̍̏͐ͫ̋ͨ̉̽ͬ́̚O̷̦͔͔̹͕̩̰͎̣̜̙͍̦̯͓̳ͭ̓̓ͦ͘͟F̴̱̻͚͉̮̰̦̪̱͖̥͖͓̙̹̙͐̿͛̀ͭ̀̄͊̍̅ͫ͘͢͟ͅAͪ͆͋̎ͤ̒̓̌ͮ̚͜͏̛͏̶̖̮̘̞̯̪̻̼̗S̴̷̤̻͍͔̻͇̗͍̗̘̍͛̐̓̊̆̌̔͒͑̋̀̃ͥ̚͟͟F̸̫̹̯͉ͦ̅̒̄ͣ͛ͣ͊ͭ͜U̸̴ͣ̓̏̊̽̀̕͞͏̥̞̰̬̳̜̠̠̙̙̠̜͉̤͕̹1̛͒̍̌͊̐ͪͥͩ͑̌̈͜͠͏͙̦͉̥̬̮͚̺͖̳2̡̢̰̣͓̰ͤͨ̈̾̓̋͗̓ͣ̉̏̒̐ͩͯ̿̿̊͗̀̀͞Jͭͧ̈́ͬͮͥ̐ͫ͆̋̑̍̃̈ͬ̆͗͆͘̕͏̵̻̭͉͍̥̱͔̝͍̠̘̟͇̼̼̲͔̪̲F̶̢͕͙̞̬̞͇̯͕̪̬ͭ̈́ͩ͢͞9̧ͪ̌ͨ͂̄̓̓͒ͥ̓͐ͨ̐͏̛͎̗̯̞͍̱͓͓̣̫͎̳̯̖̳̭̰̱͘͢ͅ'̦͈̙̗͖̤̟͈̞̹̈͗͆̎̅̓̂̀͜͢0̸̖̞̲̬̩̖̯̠͍̗̘͙̥̦̰͎͎͖̮̈̓̐͊̎̎ͥͪ̓ͥ̊ͩ̃̌̓ͬͭͨ͡P̶̴̛͕̭̺̣̀͒ͮ̅ͦͥͦͦ̋1̸̦̗̗̮͚̹͉̻̹̟̮̗̥͉̮̪͆ͬͧ̐ͣͩ̍̃͛͌ͮ̇ͩQ̡̨͓͉̰̜̼̙́͌̌͌̄͗ͨͯ̏̍͂̓ͦ͌̓͛͠͝͝2̷̴̪̝̙̺̜̯̫̠̜̯̺̟͈͈͎̝́ͬ͛ͯͬ́̃ͯ͊̔͒͒̈͗̏̈̽̕͘͜3̷̧̛͔͔̱̗̘̲̭̻͓̻̣̰͉̞̲̥̫͉̰̾͗͗̒ͪ̆͋́ͨ̈̀R̴̶̩͉̲̫̺̝̣̰̮̘̟͈̗ͤ͑ͬͪͮ̊́̉̎͒̃̏ͦ̍͢`̷̡̢̹̬̪̘͓̺͙ͩ̓ͪͥ͑̔͊ͦͤ͡Ç̵̳̗̩͖̩̲͙̖͛ͧ̑ͩ̊̓͊̔̓́̉͝ͅ AND HOW CAN I SEE YOUR ART NOW

JUS QUIT YOUR WHINING. I DON'T DRAW MUCH TO BEGIN WITH. 
BUT IT'S FINE, IT'S FINE. IT'S FINE. YOU SEE, THIS IS NOT THE END.
THIS IS THE INTERNET, OF COURSE I'M NOT GOING TO DISAPPEAR JUST LIKE THAT. STALKERS WILL FIND ME ANYWHERE THEY LOOK, TRUST ME. YOU COULD EVEN DO IT RIGHT NOW. _{SOMETIMES I WISH I COULD JUST VANISH TBH wait W}

LET ME GIVE YOU A LITTLE HAND WITH THAT THOUGH. CUS WE BOTH KNOW YOU'LL FIND ME SOME DAY ANYWAY SOMEWHERE AND MY SINS WON'T BE PRIVATE ANYMORE. COME ON OVER AND JUST ASK ME PERSONALLY FOR THE ONLY PLATFORM I ACTIVELY USE IN AN ALMOST DAILY BASIS: DISCORD
WHAT IS THAT YOU SAID? WHAT IS MY USERNAME?
WHAT ARE YOU A THICKHEADED STONE GOLEM
IT'S YSULYAN, OF COURSE. WHY WOULD IT BE ANYTHING ELSE. I'M YSULYAN EVERYWHERE.
10 YEARS EXPLAINING THIS TO YOU. WHY DO I HAVE TO EXPLAIN THIS TO YOU MANY TIMES.

ANYWAY IF YOU'D LIKE TO CHAT WITH ME EVEN IF THE WORLD COMES TO AN END THEN GO AHEAD AND ADD ME, BUT as you MIGHT HAVE NOTICED I DIDN'T PUT THE NUMBERS AFTER THE NAME. OKAY, YOU'LL HAVE TO ASK PERSONALLY FOR THAT ON A PRIVATE MESSAGE IF YOU FEEL SO INCLINED
IT'S YSULYAN#9004
HAVE A MOMENT TO NOTICE THAT I WILL FILTER OUT PEOPLE I HAVE NO IDEA WHO THEY ARE SO MAKE SURE YOU'RE WEARING YOUR BEST OUTFIT AND A NICE PERFUME FOR ME TO REMEMBER YOU BY
ABSOLUTELY NO ROLEPLAYING. PLEASE STOP. I'M TOO OLD FOR THIS SHIT´´
AWWWWLLLRIGHTE, BYE

DEVIANT FOR 10 YEARS.
OKAY?????????????

Hello guys this is your boy salad brains derg.
I want to start with a  shout out to those who commented in my previous journal entry, I went through them all, but I just couldn't or didn't have the actual brain cells to respond accordingly without sounding like a braindead. Also to those who commented in my recent sketches and draws, however few.

Let's cut this thing short; I have decided to purchase a one-way ticket to London. So yes, I'm moving overseas.
You guys have no actual idea (or maybe you do if you went through something similar) of the anxiety this gives me. Moving overseas is not a simple thing, and I'm already feeling homesick even though I'm sitting here on my bed.

This coming Sunday the 27th, I'm boarding a plane that leaves for this distant country where I will start anew, hopefully with a brighter, better future ahead. Argentina is a lost cause, my family has given me their blessings and support, my friends think it's a great idea, so why shouldn't I? The most important thing is that I really want to do this. However, I'm leaving many things behind, especially friends and a special ()

Also my olde friends and who live close to where I am.

I'll be closer to some, further away to others, and I can't stress this enough: I'M GOING TO MISS HOME, MY FRIENDS AND ALL THAT JAZZ HOLY FRICK
However I will be with my two brothers in the same house which is nice.

Anyway with a much more organized life and with hopefully greener pastures, eventually I might return to the many arts. However, I did not finish uni, which is a bad thing. Very bad. But I will sort that out eventually.

edit: Im actually dyslexic or something

Hello it me. I wonder if you're wondering the same I am wondering. Have I stopped drawing?
Well, the brief answer is no.
But if you want to know more about the subject, I encourage you to read. it might probably take you another minute or two of concentration.

First: basically I have stopped publishing my art anywhere. The reason behind is I don't consider my work to be good enough. I need to practice, to study the Old Masters and develop greater knowledge and skills. Otherwise, I feel like I'm just filling my gallery with rubbish. You probably are reading this and say to yourself that you have seen something from me somewhere else that isn't deviantart or furaffinity and that's true. I can share it with people but not in public, I feel it's not enough to please the eyes of the public as of yet. I have been inspired to draw, my aim is to inspire as well. And I can't inspire with unfinished and sketchy pieces of random ideas. Therefore, my activity here has declined.

The second and probably most important reason why I'm not doing much is because since I have no job and I'm looking for something new I am now faced with little time to fool around. Believe it or not having more spare time actually hinders me. Before, I had set times and schedules. Now, I'm free to do what I want but not really. I need to find a job if I am to pay for my studies this year. So I am running out of time and I need to sort it out fast. University getting gradually more expensive in my country doesn't help me either. The more I stay, the more I have pay, the slower I progress. It's like an unending loop because by the end of the year I only prepared for two assignments in a semester when people with money can do 5 or 6 in a semester; keep in mind the system here is different as regards payment. There's no such thing as loans here, you need to pay a certain amount every single month or else there's no education for you. That's how Argentina is.

My country is facing a possible downfall and I feel it getting gradually worse as time goes. I need to sadly stop being so naïve and carefree and start investing time in real life problems and solve them quick. Maybe, later, when I'm done with all of this, I will finally be able to return to my previous artistic path.

Until then, it will remain as it is now, with little to nothing.

Best regards,
Ysul.

PS: Happy New Year